Jay Cradeur

Following are various blogs written over the last decade.  Thank you for your interest.  My intention is that these words facilitate some thought, some questions, and maybe some direction towards answers.  The photo above was taken by Frank Panek.  The artistic rendering was done by my son Brookes and was presented to me on Christmas Day 2010.

2007

Rules of the Game

The Great Purpose
Walking a Minefield with a Blindfold On
Cause and Effect
Re-membering Merlin

2006

Year End Gratitude
White Noise aka We Don’t Die, We Shop
The Bridge – Diary of Male Initiation (October 2006 Event)
Heaven Can’t Wait
Calming The Raging Mind
Bullshit Dogs, RE-Birth, Madness
Heroes
Something Beautiful & Light
The Burial Ritual – One Man’s Experience
Vision Of The Bridge
Grail Gleanings 2006
What If?
Losing Everything, Gaining Nothing – Part 4 (Epilogue)
Losing Everything, Gaining Nothing – Part 3 (Obliteration)
Losing Everything, Gaining Nothing – Part 2 (Burn)
Struggle To Be Free
Losing Everything, Gaining Nothing – Part 1 (Crash)
Debunking The Bliss Myth

2005

Guts On The Floor
Heart Of My Angel
Why Anger?
So What

Meeting Someone

Leaving My Men’s Group

Taking Time Off

Transformation of Paulina (the Hillary Duff Concert)
No Dog No Bone
Melancholy Beauty
On Being A Soldier
On The Verge
A Step Father’s Journey
Why I Do The Grail
Head Banging
Let’s Cut The Drama Crap
Riding the Dragon
Man On Fire
Blonde Crossing The Road
What Would Happen Without Sex?
Best Of Intentions In The Sweat Lodge
I Want My MTV

2004

That’s Bullshit
A Chat With God
If It Ain’t Broke, Don’t Fix It
Masculine Bliss
Too Much Thinking!
Tears of the Goddess
Winter Solstice 2004
Heart of the Universe
Men, Women & Fear, This is a Test!
Yearning
Confessions of a Suffering Junkie